Day One / Ten.

monday 19 march 2012.
today was my introduction to jane's world. after having a very lazy day yesterday, it was quite simple to find my outfit. i stuck to my tracksuit pants from last night and took note to choose a top that was not too revealing. my whole getting ready process was unsurprisingly quick so i found i had some extra minutes to plan my day ahead and what lectures i should prepare myself for.
surprisingly, arriving at vega was not a problem. a friend asked me "why do you look so different today...why dont you have any make up on?" and after telling them about my new identity i was told "wow, its actually so strange how different you look". i knew that my appearance would bring the most responses today, so that response was definitely expected.
after a few lectures, my new persona started to affect my mindset. i found myself feeling more isolated, self concious, quiet and most of all tired. i felt that i had a very low energy and was not so engaged in my classes, choosing not to answer questions or offer any comments.
i was relieved to get home.
i had a strange desire to do some work when i got home which was a good surprise.
although, it is monday. i cant blame my low energy and eagerness to work on this intervention just yet. i start every monday like that..generally by tuesday im bored of the week so we'll see how tomorrow goes :)