wednesday 21 march
today is a public holiday. Fortunately i'm also tired and lazy from last night, and i have a big organisational studies test early tomorrow morning. so staying at home with my textbooks is really allowing me to be Jane without even trying. It did feel good to get nicely dressed up last night, but i started to realise how i do almost behave differently when im cat versus being a basic Jane. i definitely feel more confident and it puts me in a sociable mood. i dont know how ridiculous that sounds, but i think you have a better energy when you know you have put some effort into how you present yourself. Today i do feel a bit lethargic, and in some ways im disappointed that i couldnt go out as Jane last night.
It does seem that dressing like Jane and behaving like Jane are two things im going to struggle with....Studying for my test tomorrow, i have managed to dress like her, tracksuit and bare face and all, but im still doing last minute cramming....procrastinating over series on my friends computer and trying to talk about anything but the theories behind Level 5 Leadership. This really is tough. But on the other hand this test is very boring so im sure any Jane out there would also struggle at this time. Onwards to tomorrow.
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